Jeffree Star To Meet Alin Take Two

This is my new video dedicated to my Friend Alin please watch it and share it with your friends and family.

Marriage Oh So Sweet

For me gay marriage is something I want more than riches or fame or social status because when your married it brings with it stability and safety. When I find my mate the one who will be there for me always I don’t want to be told that I can’t see him in the hospital if he is in a coma because we are both men. I don’t want to be forced to pay more federal and/or state taxes because the person I want to kiss, hug, cuddles with and make love to happens to have a penis instead of a vagina. I don’t want to worry about what if one of us dies in a state that doesn’t see our union as valid I don’t want either of us to have to fight for a dead body so we can make sure our wishes are carried out. To sum it all up I want gay marriage because I am neither worth more or less than heterosexual people I am worth the same as them and I want to be treated the same respect as them.

Time Of Autism

It is of my belief that autistic people are not broken or diseased but that instead that we exist in a different manner with many of us being aliens in the current world, by that I mean autistic people are not completely comptable with the world at this time. I believe that those who are on the mid to high end of the autism spectrum are most compatible with ancient times when mankind lived in close nit tribes instead of the monstrous societies that are so prevalent today and the reasons I believe this is as follows

1.) Often autistic people have an instinctual need for justice as they often see actions as either good or evil which prevents them from using the area in-between to justify detestable actions. So because everyone and their actions in a tribal community are so interconnected autistic people would have prospered because tribal communities  rewarded those who choose to behave while severely punishing those who chose not to with great accuracy because the fate of the community’s prosperity and very existence was at stake. Due to this ridged adherence to the rules and laws by the entire community it would mean that autistic individuals where only at a slim chance of becoming overstimulated due to being hurt by another individuals which is in contrast to the reality of what happens today.

2.) Though personal experience, talking with other autistic people, reading research and so forth I have come to understand that even when things are going well autistic individuals have more anxiety in their life than their neurologically typical counterparts and I believe that when we lived in tribes this proved to be of great benefit to autistic individuals. The reason autistic people’s heightened anxiety was of benefit to them was because even in their communities they were never truly safe from the threat of conflicts with animals and the destructive unpredictable forces of nature.

3.) The predominate type of socialization in tribes would have revolved around more in-depth relationships with individuals and it would have also revolved around people’s professions which is consistant with how many autistic individuals prefer to socialize.

4.) Because the survivability of individuals and the entire community was dependent upon people working, autistic individuals would have for the most part been left alone to do their work in peace.

5.) Autistic individuals often work obsessively until something is finished which would have allowed them bring in more food, make more items such as baskets and so forth.

6.) Autistic people have a tendency to be problem solvers by nature which would have been very helpful as such people have a tendency to come up with new ideas, and create new tools to deal with problems.

7.) Autistc individuals by nature are obsessive on topics that are of intrest to them they memorize all they can about the topic and this would have been benificial to autistic people in the tribal times in helping them become masters of their trade and also if they choose to become spiritual leaders or healers.

8.) Autistic people are almost always hypersensitive to light touch which would have allowed them to more easily prevent parasites such as ticks from damaging their bodies because it would be easier for them to detect such threats faster.

9.) Autistic individuals notice details visually more efficiently than NTs which would have allowed them to see dangers that other people wouldn’t have seen and it would have given them advantages in fields that demanded great attention to detail such as weapon making, hunting, leather working weaving and so on.

10.) Autistic individuals sense of hearing is very sensitive and non-selective which would have allowed them hear predators and prey alike faster.

11.) Autistic people’s sense of smell is also very strong this would have allowed them to detect dangers such as fires and predators faster as well as help in detecting prey.

12.) Autistic individuals sense of taste is very sensitive to the point which would have allowed them to taste posions at lower concentrations than other people, and it would have allowed them to enjoy their food more because they could taste it better than others.

Four Years Of Pain

When I came into this world I didn’t arrive a healthy baby boy instead there were complications most likely due to my biological mother’s fierce addiction to cigarettes, alcohol, and illegal drugs. From what information I have, it took me a while to get to the point where I was healthy. Once I got to the point I was healthy apparently the doctors and perhaps friends and family manipulated my mother into having my penis mutilated by having a circumcision performed. The very fact I was circumcised shouldn’t have ever happened as my biological mother was in the eyes of the law mentally retarded meaning that if signed a legally binding document such as a consent forum it meant nothing at all.

When I went home with my mother I didn’t enter a world of bliss, hugs and kisses instead I entered into a world where both my mother and I barely got by. My mother being mentally retarded and addicted to so many horrible things couldn’t take care of me after all how could she when she couldn’t take care of herself. I know she hit me, starved me, didn’t pay me much attention and even almost killed me by choking me but I love her like I do my adoptive mother because while she was the one doing the horrible things she shouldn’t have had custody of me in the first place, social services shouldn’t have waited nearly four years to step in and help my mother and I by helping me get adopted by my current parents.

I often wonder where my biological mother is I wonder if she is being taken care of like she should be. I wish I could tell her that even though she made some poor choices that I love her, that I have always loved her and always will always love her but alas there are many laws that serve no purpose which stand in my way of letting my biological mother know I love her.

SocialVibe

So if you look at my blog you will see that lately it’s been going through some changes and I want to highlight one such change. Below my tweets RSS feed is a flash link called SocialVibe now its there because I want to help other, the charity I choose is related the the GLBT community. Now what you do is simply click the flash link and give five minutes of your time, by following the simple instructions companies will contribute micro transactions. So if you got five minutes please take the time to help someone else because if all of us work together our very actions that don’t have much of an impact on their own can have an amazingly large impact on the world.

Shameful Behavior

If you were to ask people around the world what they felt about their home countries one of the first things they would tell you most often was they took pride in being a citizen of that country but if you were to ask me I would tell you that I am ashamed to be an American citizen. I am not ashamed to be an american because I hate America or anything like that on the contrary I love America and what she stands for however I despise the growing movement of extremism in the country and the complacency of people who tolerate such a dangerous sickness. These extremist people have descended upon the country igniting flames of animosity in people’s hearts, fueling them with lies and fanning them with fear wherever they appear.

When I see people carrying signs equating President Barak Obama to Adolf Hitler, or saying that Democrats are Nazis, Fascist, Socialist, or Marxist it makes my heart scream out in horrific pain at the sight of such disrespect. These people see the suffering, fear starvation, torture, death, slavery and reproductive sterilization of millions of Jews, Gays, Romani,mentally and physically impaired individuals as fuel for their flames of animosity and they also see the suffering of millions of innocent Allied and Axis men, women and children and death and suffering of millions of allied troops as nothing but fuel as well. I am blessed not to have known first hand the plague of sorrow, death and destruction the second great war brought to the world but I have read and listened all my life to many tell of the great darkness and when I do I cry as that is the only way to release the pain. So when I see these ignorant, selfish, uncaring, extremist pollute the very air with their propaganda my heart is plunged into a chaos where all I can feel is the icy tallons of sorrow and the blazing fires of wrath ripping at my heart.

Now while America is certainly stricken with such a virulent plague of extremism that alone is not enough to cause me to feel shame for being an American, as those people only represent a minority of how American’s feel however there is another venomous plague this one though is a plague of unrighteous tolerance. So many Americans faithful to their arrogance and ignorance believe that if extremist beliefs do not cause them harm that those beliefs will never pose danger to them so they never stand up to the extremist beliefs which is the behavior of fools. Extremism is like a lich’s army if you ignore it then it shall quickly bring forth pestilence, animosity, sorrow, suffering and death however if you stand against it then it shall bear little fruit of destruction.

So it is the two plagues working in tandem which causes me to feel ashamed to be an American. I believe that those millions who suffered, and/or died during the time of the great war deserve to be treated with the same respect we show ourselves not disrespect by being used as pawns to manipulate others in an attempt to sway the representative of the American government to side with them so that their fragile beliefs are protected. I hope that one day America will become the beacon of hope it once was by walking away from extremism.

Shield For The Unjust

I often visit youtube to upload upload videos, see what my friends have posted, sometimes watch a episode of full metal alchemist however a about a week ago I became of a video entitled “I Am Autism by Alfonso Cuarón and Billy Mann” which within the first minute made me sick. When I started the video I was expecting a run of the mill Autism Speaks video that implied autistic people are not quite human, instead I was greeted with one of the most sicking, vile, hateful videos I have ever had the misfortune to see. I tried several times to watch the entire video and to date I haven’t been able to do so however every time I watch the video my mind starts thinking of my social studies lessons from when I was in school about world war two, the pictures of those tortured and killed and also about the movie “The Boy In The Stripped Pajamas”.

I know that people often get ahead of themselves by comparing certain groups and organizations with the vileness of the Nazis in order to prove a point, however I believe it is appropriate to compare the propaganda the Nazi’s used before they started using genocide against certain groups to the propaganda Autism Speaks uses. One of the things that is critical to remember is that people in Nazi Germany didn’t go from respecting and tolerating people to despising and hating them enough to justify in their minds and hearts extreme mistreatment, torture and mass genocide overnight, their beliefs changed slowly over time due to the manipulation from the core of the Nazi party.

Autism Speaks is the equivalent in terms of role to the Nazi party core since they are the primary force using dehumanizing, hateful, derogatory, discriminatory language and methods to “promote autism awareness”. Autism Speaks has said and done many horrible things.

1.) They have said that autistic people are soulless

2.) They have said that autism is worse than pediatric AIDs, Cancer, Diabetes put together.

3.) They have said autistic children are the cause of their parent’s divorce and financial problems.

4.) They used childhood Leukemia as a way to manipulate people by basically saying look at all the money the childhood Leukemia research is getting yet more children are afflicted with autism and there is hardly any money to cure autism.

5.) They threatened an autistic girl who used the Alias Abscout with legal action because she made a Parody site of Autism Speak’s official site.

6.) They manipulate people into donating money and doing walks to generate money yet most of that money doesn’t go to help autistic people or their families it goes to stuff like paying 36 of their employes over $100,000.00 with several making over $200,000.00, with Geraldine Dawson making $669,751.00.

7.) They don’t have any autistic people working in a management positions and it is doubtful any autistic people work for them period, it is nothing but Nerotypical people claiming to speak for autistic people.

8.) Susan Wright one of the founders of Autism Speaks said that “We’re now playing catch-up as we try to stem the tide and ultimately eradicate autism for the sake of future generations. If we continue our current trajectory, we’ll get there in my lifetime.”

One of the saddest things is that while Autism Speaks has done so many horrible things people, organizations, even governments turn a blind eye to their morally corrupt actions because they are caught up in the appealing yet poisonous rhetoric that autism speaks uses to obtain support and money. One of these organizations is Youtube, what is special about Youtube is that they allow Autism Speaks to reach out to manipulate people’s feelings, thoughts and emotions like no other organization can do because of Youtube’s popularity and ease of you. In doing such Youtube like others disregards their own rules that are in place to protect people in order to allow Autism Speaks free reign to do as they please without fear of punishment. These organizations, people and governments that behave as Youtube does are enablers and through their actions are shields that protect the unjust actions of Autism Speaks. It is sad to think about but Autism Speaks and their enablers cast an illusion that Autisitc individuals are being helped when in fact beyond the illusion they are worse off than when Autism Speaks wasn’t around.

Imperialistic Homes

When I look at all the new homes being built where I live and beyond all I see are these huge mansion like homes and for me it confuses me  as to why anyone would desire to live in such a home. While they look grand on the inside and the outside I cannot find a a single logical reason for the average American family to need to live in such homes as often much of the space isn’t used for anything practical it is there just to enlarge the house.  I often wonder how much money could be saved in taxes, for retirement, to pay for college, to increase the efficiency of the home, and so on if people built a home that was proportionate to their needs instead of a home that was proportionate to their vulnerable ego, greed, need to out do others and so on.

Sometimes when I gaze at these great monolith like homes I wonder how much destruction of nature was required to make such dwellings as the larger the dwelling the more resources are needed. Sometimes I do more than just wonder how much nature is destroyed sometimes I imagine that I’m one of those Raccoons, Foxes, Cardinals etc. who is filled with so much fear as the home they know is destroyed and they are given the wicked, twisted gift of not having any security anymore.

I wish that people would stop and think about their consequences of their actions are as nothing good comes from these homes.